dont bother about the title

          So, here I am again.I mostly drop by when I have nothing else to do(well isn't that obvious?).
Anyways,I don't feel particularly inspired to write,so I suppose I'l keep doodling around with words until I start making sense of my thoughts.
          Let me begin by describing my surroundings.It is dark outside as well as inside(the bulb broke down
and I don't have the will power to get out and buy a new one,at least for now). So i suppose I'l make do with
my table lamp for the night.And did I mention,I'm in my hostel room right now.Nice place,if only there was someone around. There's Pennywise on the stereo.(abruptly ended)

Hey!
been some time.first things first,i got another job(at SBI general insurance).Having a hard time explaining people the role of a mechanical engineer in this line. Anyways, on the psychological front,I'd say i'm relatively healthy,although God knows till when will this "status quo" between me and my depression last.
         Here's another thing I have noticed. When I suffered from depression,there was this misery of mine I could talk about.One can go on an on about his misfortunes and how God has forsaken him But it is difficult to be so prolific once you're out of it(or atleast when you think you are out of it).
          But things have improved,you didn't tell anyone of your father's death did you?I suppose you did the right thing,no point crying over spilt milk.And I am personally proud of you to have gone through the whole process in such a calm manner.I know about your plans to forbid your own offsprings  from performing any stupid rituals on your dead body.
         Anyways,i'm running out of ideas now.Hope you're doing fine,my dear friend from the future.
        PS:Tony Martin in the background.

No need for a title here,just a quick word.
GOD LOVES LAME PEOPLE.
Being lame is a sure shot guarantee to success.
I wonder why it is so.Maybe the world doesn't need as many decent people.
We need more people on the manufacturing floor than in the r&d unit.
Now,obviously,i don't belong to the "elite"/"r&d" class.Hell,i'm just a pseudo intellectual.
But it can't prevent me from noticing how hard it can be for you if you aren't like everyone else.
But hey,who am i to say that being different is being better,maybe I'm just a faulty piece,a reject.
Really anxious to know about this particular thing,whether I have any serious talent,or am I just a faulty piece.